y0gurt

考试。。考试。。最讨厌的时刻。。哎。。没办法。。硬撑咯。。哈哈。。今天不是什么特别的日子。。可是是它的大日子。。它的生日。。现在的它已不属于我。。曾经对你许下的诺言。。我没兑现。。只好在这里告诉你。。生日快乐。。你的不在。。有时还有些不习惯。。习惯你对着我笑。。习惯你对我做过的一切。。我没埋怨你带给我的麻烦。。。你不是人。。你不会表达。。我明白。。。你融入我的生活。。谢谢你陪着我的日子。。。虽然不长。。可是是深刻的回忆。。我不能陪你到最后。。是我的遗憾。。。我不称得上是好主人。。希望你不会怪我把你送走。。。还记得把你送走的时候。。你的表情。。是悲哀的。。好像懂我们又要把你送给人。。对不起。。是我不能好好珍惜你。。我希望现在的主人能好好的爱你。。保护你。。这是我唯一的做的。。。我也希望我是做对了。。偶尔也会探听你的消息。。知道那里的主人对你很不错。。。你也很适应。。我也感到安慰。。你永远都会在我心中。。。

原谅我

我错了。。真的错了。。一错再错。。我真得很懊恼。。以为这是对你最好的选折。。却让你受伤了。。都是我不好。。如果当初你没被我选中。。你现在应该很快乐。。而不是像球一样。。被踢来踢去。。你无从选折。。只有被像我这样的主人摆布。。虽然你很顽皮。。我比谁都清楚。。可是我从来没放弃对你的爱。。我也很舍不得。。只是逼不得已。。你是无辜的。。都是我不好。。我也绞尽脑汁在想办法。。有时真的会埋怨你。。去哪里都不放心你。。怕你孤单。。怕你照顾不好自己。。时时刻刻都会担心你。。有时把你当成负担。。可是当你对着我笑时。。我就忘了对你的埋怨。。觉得你是最可爱的。。我真的很担心。。失去了才懂得珍惜。。真的领悟了。。请你原谅我。。。我很想你。。

懦弱

好奇怪的我。。总是喜欢回到槟城才写部落格。。哈哈。。家。。真是避风港。。真的很轻松。。毫无压力。。爽。。哈哈。。。我这个人很奇怪。。忌妒心满强。。可能对一些看不过眼的人吧。。就觉得双方因该不相上下。。但。。我比别人愚钝。。没她人那么重心机。。这点我认输了。。。哈哈。。。不懂身边的你们有没有发现我这缺点。。。哈哈。。快乐的时光过得特别快。。人总的向前走。。相处的时间还剩半年。。真希望可以开心的度过这时间。。不管未来的我们会是如何。。你留给我的回忆。。总是最深刻。。很多人问我。。未来有何打算。。嗯。。顺其自然咯。。随缘咯。。这潇洒的回答。。其实并不是我真正想要的。。我也明白。。感情没有明确的答案。。我也不敢奢望我的未来会是你。。可是我真的希望我们真的可以继续。。谈一段感情不易。。虽然这是我的初恋。。可是我体会到。。两人的感情。。默契。。体谅。。迁就。。需要时间来培养。。磨练。。他是个好男人。。对我的千依百顺。。容忍。。我真的很感激。。我深怕以后再也找不到像他一样的好男人。。。感觉像世界没有好男人了。。。哈哈。。我真的不想放弃你。。我希望未来的日子也是一样。。。因为你对我太重要了。。刚开始我的想法也和你一样。。可是时间久了。。想法也渐渐改变了。。。或许你并不是这样想。。可能是年龄的差距。。想法的差别。。这才是我想要表达的。。因为住宿问题。。yogurt可能不能和我们同在一起。。我也在想办法怎样安顿他。。家里不太能接受。。他也很依赖我们。。我也知道你也为他的事而难过。。你会很舍不得他。。我总是拿不定主意。。可是我会想办法的。。我们加油吧。。。

人心难测。。小心之好

In fact i should do my assignment now....but m stil lack of that mood to start...haa...so think to blogging....erm...tis few days m alone v my doggy...my partner went beck hometown de...so boring without him...just realize hw important is he...hahaha....erm....las few days...m wrote a phrase on my facebook wall....人心难测。。小心之好......many ppl have different comment...because sum incident make me see the people real faces...m thought m the one who only feel that...but m was right...haha....the people din do anything to me....just some of the characteristic problem....m declare that m din hate the people....just sometime beh tahan the people action....m duno what the purpose the people doing so...because still people privacy....so just leave it....as long did not harm to me...haha...m also the bad people who write people gossip here.....haha....not convenient to write too much here....haha....want any information....pls contact XXX.....wahaha...finish my crap....erm...m will attend utar fbf prom nite....still thinking what to wear that nite...in order to impress leng zai....hahaha....dun tell him yA....hahaha....lolx....just kidding la...dun do that to me ya...m trust u all....haha

3rd bl0g of me....

is me again...haha....edi 2am...althou reli sleepy...bt finish blogging first...haha...t0day my gang have a gals gathering...first i w0uld t0 list out 0ur schedule...haha...4pm went t0 airp0rt fetch carrie...she w0rk in s'p0re n0w...haha...aft that we heading t0 swen hse...visit her mum...h0pe her mum will recover s00n n getting better....aunty thanks f0r ur angpau...haha...act we have a plan t0 eat germany f00d...end 0f it is full hse....s0 we need t0 change plc...s0 we g0 f0r k0rean f00d since s0me 0f them din eat bef0re...haha...we gt a r00m...s0 we have 0wn privacy...haha...we can talk loud or shout whenever we want...haha...the table is full of f00d...yummy...0verall the f00d is n0t bad...haha...we plan f0r nex destination...we went t0 hardr0ck h0tel...my 2nd visit t0 der...diffferent feeling...haha...we saw fireworks...very nice...n hardr0ck h0tel have a nice swimming p00l...i like it much,..haha...aft that we have a crazy f0t0 sh00ting...haha...sh00t here n der...funny p0se...n funny ppl...especially vivien...haha...reli make me laugh till sakit perut...haha...at last...we g0 beck h0me....reli hapii can meet t0gether and crap...is havin fun rite...chinese new year time...dun like ppl wh0 cant adapt it...is 0k...we din f0rce it...but dun act ur lansi face 0k....realy an0ying....like we make u s0 b0ring...beh tahan....h0pefully next time wont have u....haha....

my sad diary

the fourth day 0f my sch reopen...althou jz fourth day...this few days has been a tired day f0r me....my timetable quite flexible...the most is 2class a day...friday n0 class...utar kampar is a nice campus...today my fren as a tour guide...bring us visit every new site of the campus....thx lotzz....haha...tis year oso the last year f0r my studies...oso the last year m spend my time around kampar....oso the last year v my classmate...oso the last year for me n him to stick around...last bt not least....oso the last year 3of us stay togther....m will miss that time....mayb m not a responsible owner....m hv discuss v my family bout yogurt...bt due to limited space....mayb m cnt rare him anymore....m nt yt dcide....sumore m hv sum stupid idea....sell him to the pet shop....bt tis few days stay alone v him...notice at him...m feel unfair to treat him like tis....althou sumtime he naughty enuf to make me angry....but after that m still concern bout him....play v him....he listen to my words...m feel warm...dogs know human language....he like to make himself dirty....but stil cute and funny...he bring laughter and j0y for both of us....m will laugh when c his sum funny action...expression...he like to smile....m like to c he smile....if without us beside him, he will stay happy n smile???m do not want to c him sad...when he c us bec home...he is vry happy enuf...jump to us...like welcum us bec...how can i leave him alone....m always break my promise to him....m think he din angry me...haha...as long m feed him....haha....if i din bought him...maybe he can meet a better owner den me....m luv u yogurt....my another him...m not sure we have a bright future....maybe...maybe not...who knows....however m appreciate everything within u and me....thanks for everything....u are my first love...but not sure izzit the only love....m just hope we can spend more time together.....especially the memorable day for both of us~~~

life 04-01-2010

2010年的第一个贴。。哈哈。。suddenly feel like use english to write it...haha...becoz lazy t0 type chinese...haha...in the m0rning 218am...m stil blogging...bt most 0f the ppl is in their dream...m wish t00...bt couldn't...0r my time edi upside d0wn...used t0 active at nitezz n sleep in the m0rning...luckily my j0b is start 0n aftern00n...stil can wake up...haha...it's reli turn me d0wn whn m cant sleep...m reli wana try t0 change my time t0 n0rmal life due t0 sum reas0n...haha...m can wake up earli t0 d0wnload mv while my br0 sleeping...tis is the main reas0n...haha...m stil left 2weeks h0liday....den my final study year began...m nid t0 wake up earli f0r my m0rning class instead 0f p0nteng....haha...m a gud student....blekk....sumtime m reli 'mi xin' 0f luck...can say depend on it...i tink u guys sure n0e the test luck in faceb00k...m the fans 0f it...m nid t0 test it eveyday t0 n0e hw lucky m i...m n0e it is in accurate n juz a guide...bt m reli believe on it haha...althou he n0t agree v me by trusting tis foolish test...bt he stil helping me by send wat gud luck stone would help to increase my luck 0f the day....thx f0r giving me all the h0pe...haha...m w0rking partime j0b n0w...selling voucher 0f the hair care pr0duct....it c0st rm28...bt m stil nt hit the target 0f 6voucher a day...all bald uncle reject t0 buy fr0m me n gv me such a funny reply...'tis is a trademark f0r me'....'m stil hv hair'....ya...u have....jz a little tiny hair....oh gosh....u rather buy a chair cost f0r rm299 but reject to buy rm28 a voucher which is useful....mayb different ppl different thinking....mayb m n0t a gud marketer to promote the product....but stil have sum gud ppl who willing t0 pay f0r it n have a try....haha...m reli appreciate u p0ng chan me...haha....although the w0rking environment is tough....nid t0 stand wh0le day f0r selling except break time...haha...m 0so happy t0 noe them...liwin and mei xian....another 1 u nt included becoz m nt noe u well...s0rry...u nt 0n my frens list....b0th of them r younger den me...bt m stil can communicate well v them...means m stil y0ung...haha...we help each other on w0rk...n talk much 0n wr0king...until the incharge wana seperate us...haha...vry sien ma...s0 ma chit chat lo...0s0 can0t....2day is liwin last day....nex week m will stand al0ne without her....i tink will b a boring day f0r me...haha....althou m hv n0t much w0rking experience....bt m f0und it that sum time will get "bully" by the olders....we just a promoters...u din briefs us well...is ur fault...bt in other side u blame us talk n0nsense t0 ctm....n dun always sh0w ur lansi face...u n0t b0ss...jz a therapist 0r consultant....u r same like us..."da gong" nia....can u treat us in polite way....we r n0t paying by see ur lansi face....acti0n t0 us....bt becoz 0f m0ney....m tahan u all old w0men...m reli a lotzz 0f things t0 write...haha....in my w0rk plc, a gal older den me 1year....she pregnant n0w...n she hv a kid who 5yrs old...heard sum g0ssip n jus realize she was divorce....m duno wat the reas0n...bt m feel her life was t0ugh...jz 1+++ salary izzit eff0rt f0r 1kids n a n0t yt b0rn bb....m tink is n0t enuf....c0mpare t0 her n me...jz 1yr 0ld difference....0ur life 0s0 different.....m stil enj0ying my life...bt she hv a big burden t0 handle...izzit this is her destiny??0r she choose the wr0ng path??she's the 1wh0 kn0w the answer...m glad that wat m hving n0w....an0ther life experience...haha...the clock sh0ws 317am....m writting f0r 1hr de....haha...hw cum it take s0 l0ng time f0r all rubbish w0rds...haha...actually m jus wana t0 express my feeling wat i saw n experience...n share v u all....h0pe u enj0y it...my l0ngest p0st ever~~gus nitexxx

斌宝贝篇

昨晚临睡前。。突然想写这个帖。。搞笑吧。。虽然现在累了。。可是也想完成它。。最近都没写关于他的。。有点不习惯。。。哈哈。。想赞美他。。。也想改变他的坏习惯。。。

斌斌的优点：

第一点：以前满抗拒肥的男生。。总觉得不爱干净。。看了邋遢的感觉。。我改观了。。只是对他而已。。。哈哈。。其实他很肉感。。很好打，好捶，好捏，好躺。。我很喜欢捶他。。尤其是他胸膛。。很多肉。。哈哈。。我这样讲。。他会不好意思了。。哈哈。。肥的也好，瘦的也好。。只要真心对待你。。就够了。。


第二点：男生最重要是体贴。。他还好啦。。我觉得有待改进。。哈哈。。有时体贴得太细腻。。我都没注意。。所以我就对他不满。。可能我的观察能力太差。。。他做的所有。。他不喜欢说出口。。只要我用真心感觉就好。。对我而言。。有时要适当的提醒我。。我才知道。。哈哈。。。可能我没他那么用心吧。。


第三点：在乎对方很重要。。我经常觉得他不在乎我的感受。。也争吵过了几次。。感觉谁每对错。。可能我太执着我是对的。。所以都弄巧反拙。。。可以感受到他很在乎我。。可能没写在脸上。。。我需要用心去感受。。哈哈。。每次都是我开始的争吵，最后是他来哄我。。算在乎吗。。。哈哈


第四点：他算满迁就我也。。什么他都让我拿主意。。因为他提议的大多都回被我反对。。哈哈。。所以让我做决定。。他跟着就是了。。哈哈。。不懂是好是坏。。。有时真的很矛盾。。不听我的，我有不爽。。他太听我的，我觉得他没有男人气概。。。哈哈。。



斌斌的缺点：

第一点: 我喜欢会吃醋的男生。。可是不要太过份的。。因为如果他吃醋，就证明他在乎你。。爱你。。可是偏偏他不爱吃醋。。反而我好像醋桶。。。这个不可以。。那个不可以。。。哈哈。。。不懂他是藏在心里。。还是真的不会吃醋。。


第二点：。。暂时还没想到。。。哈哈。。说真的。。他为了我。。改变了。。穿着。。习惯。。性格。。我不满的。。他都为了符合我的去改变。。。至少我说的。。他都听得进去。。他说的。。我听不进还做不到。。。哈哈。。。真惭愧。。可是我都有改了我对他的坏脾气。。还有待改进。。。哈哈。。。因为他总是说。。只有他才能忍。。可能换成别人我早就被甩了。。哈哈。。。的确他的忍耐比我金牛座的还强。。我认输了。。哈哈。。有人问我。。。为什么会跟他在一起。。我还蛮尴尬。。哈哈。。也可能他是第一个正式追我的人吧。。有长时间见面。。。久而久之就产生了感情。。爱情就是那么奇妙。。我也没想过他会是我的那杯茶。。如果当时的我执着这什么。。。可能我还是单身一族。。。哈哈。。。我爱的人。。。我是他的爱人。。。他心里每一寸。。。都属于我一个人。。。

怀念

圣诞节了。。祝大家圣诞节快乐。。。其实本身也没什么庆祝圣诞。。可是也收到了很多祝福。。。谢谢。。今天趁得空。。整理了房间。。。看到了以前收藏的一 些卡片。。信件等。。看了。。勾起我很多回忆。。谢谢你们给我的美好回忆。。。有些还真的忘了。。看了觉得自己原来那么孩子气。。。因该是幼稚。。哈哈。。这些都是我收藏的。。大家来 回忆一下。。。

这是本小姐。。忘了几岁照的。。可爱吗。。哈哈




S。H。E。有盖章哦。。右上角的五月天专辑。。是托淑雯从中国带回来的




东方神起演唱会门票。。。我人生第二场看过的演唱会。。




美诗写给我的秘密。。下次你会来时，我一定要给你看。。




这是本人的私人日记。。截止日期是2008年。。。有很多本人的秘密。。哈哈。。原来曾在 我笔迹的人。。有些几乎忘了。。可是还有一个是印象深刻。。



这是小学班级毕业刊。。。当时大家羞涩的模样。。天真无邪。。




这是小学纪念册。。我会一直保留。。。




这是薇铃小姐的杰作。。不懂她还记不记得。。。





这是凯蕴写给我小学的纪念册里的些祝福语。。






这些是朋友送给我的贺卡。。生日卡。。第一张是淑雯小姐的。。

我和它。。。

过了一段时间没更新了。。回来槟城的第二天。。应该第三天了。。做了一天工。。不想干了。。呵呵。。因为交通有点问题。。所以辭了。。也因为是熟的朋友。。所以对不起她。。。做了突然的决定。。真地对不起。。这几天肚子不舒服。。。隐隐作痛。。。今天看了医生。。。感觉没什么起色。。。不懂得了什么病。。。希望可以快点好起来。。。虽然没什么太大的影响。。。可是也感觉不好受。。。现在工作没了。。。钱也走了。。。后悔自己不想清楚。。。而做错决定。。。还害了别人。。。真是的我。。。可是我还会继续找工作。。充实自己。。也可以赚点钱。。好让自己可以花得开心。。。呵呵。。2009就快要过去了。。又是新的一年。。新希望。。应该好好珍惜时间。。。珍惜自己所拥有的。。每次都这样告诉自己。。。到头来不懂的又是我。。。自己也不想要求这么多。。。顺其自然就好。。。哈哈。。。我有很多事情要办。。做美容。。买新衣。。换新发型。。。本来还答应狗狗要买新衣给他。。。恐怕又要让它失望。。。真地觉得它很可怜。。。没有朋友。。。没有衣服。。没有玩具。。我这个主人。。真地不够好。。。玩具买了很多。。可是却活不了多久。。。就给它咬烂了。。它很贪心厌旧。。。有新的。。就不要旧的。。。可是它很喜欢把它的玩具为在它身边。。。可能缺乏安全感吧。。哈哈。。。它真的很依赖我们两。。。尤其是他。。。跟屁虫一样跟着他。。。当我没有到。。哼。。还会跟我打架。。。真是的。。。输了还会吠我。。胆小的它还要赢不要输。。它超贪吃的。。。一天到晚只想吃。。。它真的让我好气又好笑。。。真的想念它。。不知它过得怎样。。。希望它有想念我咯。。。bi b0y....gurtzy.....gurtzy sang...bing bing....它的绰号。。叫它什么。。。它都会给你回应。。。好喜欢看它笑的样子。。。很迷人叻。。。它是帅哥哦。。。miss u~~~