懦弱

好奇怪的我。。总是喜欢回到槟城才写部落格。。哈哈。。家。。真是避风港。。真的很轻松。。毫无压力。。爽。。哈哈。。。我这个人很奇怪。。忌妒心满强。。可能对一些看不过眼的人吧。。就觉得双方因该不相上下。。但。。我比别人愚钝。。没她人那么重心机。。这点我认输了。。。哈哈。。。不懂身边的你们有没有发现我这缺点。。。哈哈。。快乐的时光过得特别快。。人总的向前走。。相处的时间还剩半年。。真希望可以开心的度过这时间。。不管未来的我们会是如何。。你留给我的回忆。。总是最深刻。。很多人问我。。未来有何打算。。嗯。。顺其自然咯。。随缘咯。。这潇洒的回答。。其实并不是我真正想要的。。我也明白。。感情没有明确的答案。。我也不敢奢望我的未来会是你。。可是我真的希望我们真的可以继续。。谈一段感情不易。。虽然这是我的初恋。。可是我体会到。。两人的感情。。默契。。体谅。。迁就。。需要时间来培养。。磨练。。他是个好男人。。对我的千依百顺。。容忍。。我真的很感激。。我深怕以后再也找不到像他一样的好男人。。。感觉像世界没有好男人了。。。哈哈。。我真的不想放弃你。。我希望未来的日子也是一样。。。因为你对我太重要了。。刚开始我的想法也和你一样。。可是时间久了。。想法也渐渐改变了。。。或许你并不是这样想。。可能是年龄的差距。。想法的差别。。这才是我想要表达的。。因为住宿问题。。yogurt可能不能和我们同在一起。。我也在想办法怎样安顿他。。家里不太能接受。。他也很依赖我们。。我也知道你也为他的事而难过。。你会很舍不得他。。我总是拿不定主意。。可是我会想办法的。。我们加油吧。。。

人心难测。。小心之好

In fact i should do my assignment now....but m stil lack of that mood to start...haa...so think to blogging....erm...tis few days m alone v my doggy...my partner went beck hometown de...so boring without him...just realize hw important is he...hahaha....erm....las few days...m wrote a phrase on my facebook wall....人心难测。。小心之好......many ppl have different comment...because sum incident make me see the people real faces...m thought m the one who only feel that...but m was right...haha....the people din do anything to me....just some of the characteristic problem....m declare that m din hate the people....just sometime beh tahan the people action....m duno what the purpose the people doing so...because still people privacy....so just leave it....as long did not harm to me...haha...m also the bad people who write people gossip here.....haha....not convenient to write too much here....haha....want any information....pls contact XXX.....wahaha...finish my crap....erm...m will attend utar fbf prom nite....still thinking what to wear that nite...in order to impress leng zai....hahaha....dun tell him yA....hahaha....lolx....just kidding la...dun do that to me ya...m trust u all....haha