my sad diary

the fourth day 0f my sch reopen...althou jz fourth day...this few days has been a tired day f0r me....my timetable quite flexible...the most is 2class a day...friday n0 class...utar kampar is a nice campus...today my fren as a tour guide...bring us visit every new site of the campus....thx lotzz....haha...tis year oso the last year f0r my studies...oso the last year m spend my time around kampar....oso the last year v my classmate...oso the last year for me n him to stick around...last bt not least....oso the last year 3of us stay togther....m will miss that time....mayb m not a responsible owner....m hv discuss v my family bout yogurt...bt due to limited space....mayb m cnt rare him anymore....m nt yt dcide....sumore m hv sum stupid idea....sell him to the pet shop....bt tis few days stay alone v him...notice at him...m feel unfair to treat him like tis....althou sumtime he naughty enuf to make me angry....but after that m still concern bout him....play v him....he listen to my words...m feel warm...dogs know human language....he like to make himself dirty....but stil cute and funny...he bring laughter and j0y for both of us....m will laugh when c his sum funny action...expression...he like to smile....m like to c he smile....if without us beside him, he will stay happy n smile???m do not want to c him sad...when he c us bec home...he is vry happy enuf...jump to us...like welcum us bec...how can i leave him alone....m always break my promise to him....m think he din angry me...haha...as long m feed him....haha....if i din bought him...maybe he can meet a better owner den me....m luv u yogurt....my another him...m not sure we have a bright future....maybe...maybe not...who knows....however m appreciate everything within u and me....thanks for everything....u are my first love...but not sure izzit the only love....m just hope we can spend more time together.....especially the memorable day for both of us~~~

life 04-01-2010

2010年的第一个贴。。哈哈。。suddenly feel like use english to write it...haha...becoz lazy t0 type chinese...haha...in the m0rning 218am...m stil blogging...bt most 0f the ppl is in their dream...m wish t00...bt couldn't...0r my time edi upside d0wn...used t0 active at nitezz n sleep in the m0rning...luckily my j0b is start 0n aftern00n...stil can wake up...haha...it's reli turn me d0wn whn m cant sleep...m reli wana try t0 change my time t0 n0rmal life due t0 sum reas0n...haha...m can wake up earli t0 d0wnload mv while my br0 sleeping...tis is the main reas0n...haha...m stil left 2weeks h0liday....den my final study year began...m nid t0 wake up earli f0r my m0rning class instead 0f p0nteng....haha...m a gud student....blekk....sumtime m reli 'mi xin' 0f luck...can say depend on it...i tink u guys sure n0e the test luck in faceb00k...m the fans 0f it...m nid t0 test it eveyday t0 n0e hw lucky m i...m n0e it is in accurate n juz a guide...bt m reli believe on it haha...althou he n0t agree v me by trusting tis foolish test...bt he stil helping me by send wat gud luck stone would help to increase my luck 0f the day....thx f0r giving me all the h0pe...haha...m w0rking partime j0b n0w...selling voucher 0f the hair care pr0duct....it c0st rm28...bt m stil nt hit the target 0f 6voucher a day...all bald uncle reject t0 buy fr0m me n gv me such a funny reply...'tis is a trademark f0r me'....'m stil hv hair'....ya...u have....jz a little tiny hair....oh gosh....u rather buy a chair cost f0r rm299 but reject to buy rm28 a voucher which is useful....mayb different ppl different thinking....mayb m n0t a gud marketer to promote the product....but stil have sum gud ppl who willing t0 pay f0r it n have a try....haha...m reli appreciate u p0ng chan me...haha....although the w0rking environment is tough....nid t0 stand wh0le day f0r selling except break time...haha...m 0so happy t0 noe them...liwin and mei xian....another 1 u nt included becoz m nt noe u well...s0rry...u nt 0n my frens list....b0th of them r younger den me...bt m stil can communicate well v them...means m stil y0ung...haha...we help each other on w0rk...n talk much 0n wr0king...until the incharge wana seperate us...haha...vry sien ma...s0 ma chit chat lo...0s0 can0t....2day is liwin last day....nex week m will stand al0ne without her....i tink will b a boring day f0r me...haha....althou m hv n0t much w0rking experience....bt m f0und it that sum time will get "bully" by the olders....we just a promoters...u din briefs us well...is ur fault...bt in other side u blame us talk n0nsense t0 ctm....n dun always sh0w ur lansi face...u n0t b0ss...jz a therapist 0r consultant....u r same like us..."da gong" nia....can u treat us in polite way....we r n0t paying by see ur lansi face....acti0n t0 us....bt becoz 0f m0ney....m tahan u all old w0men...m reli a lotzz 0f things t0 write...haha....in my w0rk plc, a gal older den me 1year....she pregnant n0w...n she hv a kid who 5yrs old...heard sum g0ssip n jus realize she was divorce....m duno wat the reas0n...bt m feel her life was t0ugh...jz 1+++ salary izzit eff0rt f0r 1kids n a n0t yt b0rn bb....m tink is n0t enuf....c0mpare t0 her n me...jz 1yr 0ld difference....0ur life 0s0 different.....m stil enj0ying my life...bt she hv a big burden t0 handle...izzit this is her destiny??0r she choose the wr0ng path??she's the 1wh0 kn0w the answer...m glad that wat m hving n0w....an0ther life experience...haha...the clock sh0ws 317am....m writting f0r 1hr de....haha...hw cum it take s0 l0ng time f0r all rubbish w0rds...haha...actually m jus wana t0 express my feeling wat i saw n experience...n share v u all....h0pe u enj0y it...my l0ngest p0st ever~~gus nitexxx